Day 9

I was going to fill this blog with morose drivel about disappointment and defeat as that was my overwhelming feeling and mood yesterday.  As I post yesterday's post today (Please don't be confused.  The posting date is yesterday but I'm writing it today), I am determined to remember that I choose it all.  That despite the gloomy clouds, unpaid bills, less than satisfying work atmosphere, self sabotage, feelings of inadequacy, unconscious, careless and sometimes hurtful acts of others I make the life I live.  Rather than dwell on the past and hurt, I'm going to decide upon something different.  This year is the year that I choose other things despite the consequences.  I know change is hard for everyone.  Unfortunately I've been sacrificing what is potentially good for me in order to not rock the boat.  I'm happy to report that regardless of the history that I may have with these individuals or habits, I'm electing something else.  If for no other reason than this doesn't work.  There is my declaration.  Now here comes the truth... are you ready?